The Shape of My Longing

A man living an ordinary, monotonous life suddenly finds himself swept into a series of surreal, symbolic encounters. Wrapped objects, distorted sensations, and the bizarre appearance of everyday items — plastic wrap, vegetables, seafood — begin to blur the line between imagination and reality. These strange visions don’t arouse him physically, but instead awaken questions buried deep within his subconscious.

As the episodes grow more vivid, so does his confusion. Each encounter seems to hint at something he has long avoided confronting.

Slowly, fragments of a past traffic accident begin to surface — a moment he had tried to erase. Shadows of trauma, guilt, and suppressed longing ripple beneath the surreal imagery. The man realizes that what he is experiencing is not random: his mind is forcing him to face emotions he has numbed for years.

Drawn deeper into this psychological maze, he begins piecing together the truth:
his “desires” are not merely erotic — they are tied to identity, vulnerability, and a connection he once lost.

As memory and fantasy intertwine, the man approaches an emotional awakening that could finally free him… or pull him even further into the labyrinth of his own mind.

▪︎ As known as : Beautiful Awakening , 美しき覚醒

▪︎ Cast : Keiki Suzuki , Yuya Matsuura

▪︎ Director : Kuninori Yamazaki

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